My first love and my worst mistake .

Its been awhile that I'm not longer being with him . Its kinda funny because he's still playing on my head . Did he never tired ? lol idk . Its just I miss him so much . Im stupid right ? Because still thinking about a guy that hurt me a lot . Its just I don't understand why , why I let him enter my heart so deep then he just leave like that . aih enta mls mo bspeaking ,whateverr . wkwk
sy rndu btul tu labu tu . hahaha cba sy buat mcm diary dlu ni brg ,buli ba kn? hahaha
sy tea mau sbut la full name dia sni , haha . kmu knl dia sbagai c om sjala wkwk.
I never felt like this before, he make me felt wonderful :) but lelaki kn mmg la pndai menyimpang .hm
its so many times dia buat sy bgtu but sy ingat sy dpt ubah dia jdi bgus sbab so many people talk about bad stuff about him , sy trust dia . haha my mistakes right ? :') after 2 tahun lebi with him , its hard for me to let him go . kami brek bulan 7 tahun ni , sy ignore dia sbab its for his own good . sy mau dia sedar apa yg dia buat . sy tida benci tu prempuan la whatever wlaupun sy geram sngt but teda la tu istilah kena "rabut boyfriend"klau tu lelaki sndri tida mau2 juga . kan ? haha
after brek sma dia sy rsa sakit hti sngt2 sbab sy rsa kna kasi budu . and sy ada kapel sturang lelaki time tu but sy rsa sy salah sbab sy ingat being with that guy sy dpt kasi lupa c om . its really weird to be with a guy yg ko tda prna suka z . sy bwa brek after that sbab sy tda mau dia rsa sy kasi main dia sbab itu bkn sifat sy . and now bln 11 sda kn , ari tu my friend bwa sy bjanji dpan ayam goreng d kfc wkwk yg sy akan single smpaiii abis spm next year . and sy agree with dia . hahaha . baru2 ni kazen c om ada confess sma sy then at first sy okay2 ja tpi tba2 dia act like mcm yg sy ni gf dia . sepa la tida perasan kn klau bgtu . tpi sy tea brapa peduli sap kazen dia ex sy . kazen dekat lgi dorng tu zz. its hard for me to trust k , i want to be a girl that its hard to get . and kwn c om ada yg suka sy , dia nice sbab dia open haha . im feeling happy to talk to him sap dia paham apa yg sy rsa ,and he makes me forget about c om . 10102010 ? the end suda :') sometimes sy pray untuk dia spya dorng happy sma2 . berla , maybe God wants me to learn a lesson kn . and kwn2 sy bchat d wechat pun ada la juga 2-3 org . smua pun friendly :) itu sja la haha bye.