Pesta Khabar Gembira last night :D

Hey :)
After few weeks we have dance practice together with the krismawan,krismawati and others pmbimbing we already done our best last night . Hee 
We are having great times together and of course have a lil bit sad case happened .
I cry last saturday .
Because that day I'm too tired . I guess . People keep on teasing me that I'm short . I'm not too short actually but people like to jokes around with me . I'm okay and used to it . But sometimes , their jokes are making me sad , angry and most of all hates myself . The way they talked makes me questioned things that God do to me . I keep asking God why I'm like this not tall like other girls . But I need to get rid of that attitude . Why ? Because I realized I've done bad things by asking things what God has done to my life knowing that He do things because He loves me .

later sy online balik :3

and more photos to go haha

A single potato .

Hey you  guys :D Today it's been a fun day until I realized that I was the friends that looks like a retarded potato . I don't know why I'm being so emo today . Even the nerd person has a bf . I don't have the rights to laugh at them . Look at me , the nerds is better than me lol .

Am I not that beautiful ? 
Is it because I'm short ?
or my attitude doesn't suit with people ..

Sometimes I really love being single . But also have times that I really hate being single .
Why ?
Because it makes me feel lonely and makes me sad sometimes because I can be like other girls
that can hang out with they bf and spend time together.
Of course I'm still a student . You think student doesn't have rights to say things like this ?
Hey , student also have feelings . I'm not the little girl with a lollipop in her hands anymore .
What do you expect me to do ?
Study ? 
I have done that a lot .
Almost everyday .

By the way , I'm happy I met my bestfriends today . 
That is nicole and gerly .
They are my true friends 

I also missed my mum,dad, little brother lulu and big sister una :)
Family is everything :)

Last time performance at school :)

Im just a simple girl . Thank you for my friends and family that always supporting me

in singing . But with this talent that God has gave me.I will use it wisely to praise Him by singing in choir in choir at sunset mass :)

I want to tell you guys something .

I dont know why I been thinking about calvin this few days .

Maybe last time i have been together with him for a long time .

lol why should i think bout that crap again. 

I've been feeling better since I was single :3

nothing to worry about .

I just need to care about my studies , families and friends and my own problems .

Spm is getting nearer . yay cant wait to finish school :3

of course im gonna missed school but dont mistake by that . I just gonna miss my friends , the 

feeling i get when i performed at stage , the crazy and fun moments at school .

But sorry for the homework , im not going to miss you guys wkwk .

I cant wait to be pretty like my seniors after they finish school

and now im in the process to achieve success in life .

May :)

Hi there :)

Its been a while i didnt write anything here .

See that picture there .

Yesterday i make a performance at school . Even though i sick i force myself to come school 

and thanks God because hear my prayer to give me strength to sing at the school hall .

Its pretty good I guess .

Semester 1 : I already get some of my exam paper well i guess its pretty bad .

My maths from A down being C . Maybe it because i didnt join tc Gan tuition last year .

But its okay I will try my best again for the coming exam :)

Holiday: Im going to make some revision and eat , watch movies , dance and etc 

(sorry , too tired to type all of my activities)

Boyfriend: I didnt have time for that I guess . Its pretty sad because among all my best friends seems like

I'm the only one that still single. haha

For me , I don't think so this is the right time being in a relationship.

May 2014

hi guys , it's been too long that I didn't update my blog rite . Okay which part we need to start first . urm let's start with family . Everyday is a precious day with them , I love them so much even though sometimes they can be annoying as hell but without them my life is incomplete 

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For my makeup lesson , I do it myself . I know some people doesn't like to wear makeup but for me it's something that every girl should try . I'm not trying to say that use those makeup and make your face colouring book . nooo but be mature some people wear makeup to make themselves happy and to release stress . I like makeup especially Ulzzang style . People that know me say my makeup is pretty . I practice it always at home . Because I really like it . End of story . 

Next , I'm going to talk bout my friends. As we getting older we learn which friend is the real one . 

Last time , I had a lot of friends but that doesn't mean that my social life is complete enough .

Since last year , I learned that real friends won't leave .

I had 3 friends last year at school and now we become a bestie . They are pretty and tall etc in other word they are perfect . They are nice to me and always help me when I need their helped . Whatever it was their my good friend . As for my old friends , they also nice to me but sometimes annoyed me very easily and I don't know why .

Now I want to talked bout school . My grades are good . I hope this semester 1 will be greater than Ujian 1 . I never though that my mathematics score would get A . Because last time for me maths just a subject that would make student goes crazy . But I will target a good score for my SPM result .

I know some people outside there trying to beat me in study well good luck . I don't have time for some asshole like you all . Good luck to me in every examinations this year and after finish my studies in form 5 I know what exactly what to for my future life . I won't let other people destroy it . Even though I didn't tall enough but I will make sure my grades will make my family proud and the people that envy with me regret their whole life . You guys said that I couldn't so I will prove you all wrong . 

and now here's my favourite part :D yay I'm getting excited . I liked a guy that same class with me since 2012 . I looked him as a friend until I realized that I loved him . Silly me , he is a chinese guy .Everytime i'm sad he will talked to me . He always there for me . But he didn't know that I loved him , I didn't want him to know it either . It will a an awkward situation for me and him if he finds out . 

I will tell him after we finish our SPM . I realised that I liked him very much since every things that he does seems funny to me and when other girls trying to flirt with him makes me wanna smack that bitch with a slipper . Sometimes I cant  sleep because keep on thinking bout him . You guys guess he had a same feelings like me or it's just me ..

Well , he is my snoppy . It's been a long time I didn't felt this way . Of course I had a boyfriend last time but I didn't felt this way . Unless for one guy that typically hurt me very much long time ago . You guys no need to know bout him , after breaking up with him . I've changed . Until now I realized that I liked my own friends that has been more than 2 year at the same class with me . I hope I can be with him one day as a lover . hehehew , He called me small finger that's pretty cute rite ? haha 

I changed because of so many reasons .

加油 ! 加油 ! I can do this !

This is what I hope for .

Having a nice flat belly :)

I really want this and I will get what I want .

hahaa